I think I fucked up, I posted a link to my friend Ang's blog last week. She's had problems with an online stalker in the past but I believed all of that was in the past, apparently it is not. I apologize with all of my heart if the stalker did indeed get the link from this site!
If I lived closer to Ang I'd pop over with a huge bouqet of Red Roses (both of us hate recieving red roses), a tiara, feather boa or fake jewelry and glitter for the cheeks of course (face cheeks, not the other kind...dirty mind!) and break out with Christina Aguilera songs. Usually, Spice Girls does the trick but she needs something with an edge. Thus, Christina Aguilera! Then I'd make her eat fish eyes and chicken feet and then we'd call all over Australia to hunt down Hugh Jackman.
I'll do Dorito Hair if it'll cheer you up or "More Cowbell!" If you don't cheer up I'm going to call you "Debbie Downer" from now until eternity so cheer up Matthew, you're the cute one!
Beautiful by Christina AguileraEvery day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breatheNow and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me downI am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today
To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...
No matter what we do(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay
And everywhere we go(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today
Fighter by Christina AguileraAfter all you put me through
You'd think I despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'cause you made me that much stronger
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Oh, ohh
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU WON'T STOP ME
I am a fighter and I (fighter and I)
I ain't goin stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Thought I would forget but I
I remember
Yes, I remember
I remember
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter